It was an unbearable movie, at least for me(1). I don’t even think that I sat through the entire performance. I’m pretty certain that I walked out in the middle. None-the-less that expression has played through my mind a great deal lately. I don’t know why! In a way I suppose it expresses a series of sensations that I’ve experienced over the past few months. Fleeting ephemeral sensations of watching myself from outside myself....
